Sin Wave of Life

When the Pie of my life is half things seam good. A little demanding for more; a whole pie would be nice. Then a whole pie is added before me and suddenly things take a turn for the worse. The positive experiences change quickly into negative, with a brief stop at absolution. The desecration of once good thoughts dance within my brain. Wondering always did this already happen? Didn't I travel this long road just two pies ago.